For some reason It hurts for me to let go. do you ever feel that? Sometimes it seems miserable the harder i try to hold on to something or someone who purpose to go away since the beginning yeah the more i try to hold on the more it wants to get away. hahaha this is quite sad. if i just knew it in the first time, i wouldn’t even try. and then i feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. i wish my feeling were wrong or it will makes me feel so small because you know what? it’s so hard to keep it inside, I’m left so alone that i can’t explain.