Hurts to let go

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For some reason It hurts for me to let go. do you ever feel that? Sometimes it seems miserable the harder i try to hold on to something or someone who purpose to go away since the beginning yeah the more i try to hold on the more it wants to get away. hahaha this is quite sad. if i just knew it in the first time, i wouldn’t even try.  and then i feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. i wish my feeling were wrong or it will makes me feel so small because you know what? it’s so hard to keep it inside, I’m  left so alone that i can’t explain.

Everything becomes so hard

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Everything become so complicated

Trusting people is becoming hard

Keeping my grades up is becoming hard

Feeling pretty is becoming hard

Thinking happy thoughts is becoming hard

Doing work is becoming hard

Maintaining a friendship is becoming hard

Doing everything is becoming hard and I don’t like it

or is it just my pessimist thoughts? Why should everything turn out like this? how outrageous -_-

Struggle?

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place, and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than that!”
Rocky Balboa